June 28th, 2008 Nichole
I’m naturally thin. Because of that, I think it’s fed my love of women with curves. Soft, almost plush. Kickin’ hips and powerful legs, there’s just something about a woman like that.
I hope that doesn’t sound shallow.
I’ve fallen for many friends in my life; most of them didn’t like me that way, yet it all worked out in its own special way. I remember trying to woo my friend Courtney one summer, back when I was in the middle of college stint. I didn’t get very far, but the chase and adrenaline and the feeling I would get when I just tried, it was amazing. I want to feel like that again.
She has a boyfriend now, but I still totally value our friendship. It’s better this way, I think. Still… it doesn’t mean I don’t wonder what it would be like to kiss her.
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June 25th, 2008 Nichole
Trying to get more comfortable on multiple fronts, work especially. Many things to balance there, but I have a feeling it will all lie nice-like in the end… if people don’t lie.
Just keep on trucking. I’m eating well, staying fit and I will be able to do a real pull-up by August. Only 20 pounds more of body weight to go.
Maybe I’ll have a girlfriend by then too?
Maybe. 
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June 22nd, 2008 Nichole
And all the anger is gone. It sounds cliche but I really do feel healed. I look back on how I was and cringe; how could I be like that?
I’m glad I made it, even if we are no longer friends.
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June 18th, 2008 Nichole
I’m alive. Just busy. Need to write more on all levels. At least I wrote two lines for our thing, Zach.
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June 11th, 2008 Nichole
At the beginning of June everyday minerals moved over to their new site. It looks fantastic (just like their makeup), but I wish the site worked as well as it looked. Honestly, I don’t think they were ready to flip from their old one.
There were so many problems that should have been debugged: international and domestic shipping prices being too high, cart problems, checkout problems, database problems, ordering problems. The list goes on and on.
I will say though the staff over there has been working very hard to fix the site so it’s running smooth. I just now managed to order, though I did not see my sample kit in the Items Ordered section of my account. I can do without it this time, I guess. At least the rest of my order was there and I got the 20% off.
So, cheers to everyday minerals. You’re doing a good job. I just wish you had a little better foresight when you switched everything over. That was a major move.
Oh well. You learn best from your mistakes.
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