You have to treat it with care. It’s not something I always do.

A friend of mine told me today that I never come to her when I have problems. I tried to fix that aspect of myself, so I could be more trusting and feel less guilty about burdening someone, but I haven’t been able to fix much. I’ve always kept to myself. I’ve always spared people my problems.

I do this to put on a front; I’ll admit that much. I’m hyper-emotional, but I try really hard to act tough and strong and flat-out positive about everything, regardless how I really feel inside. I would jeopardize that if I shared my troubles.

Everything is well with my friend… I hope, but I know I won’t change. Keeping my problems to myself is something I have always done.

I hate being a burden to anyone. I’d rather be vague and blame everything on little sleep.

Share with the world!

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